My morbid Shinanigance

Anavie R. ALegre
19 . Philippines . Deviant

Hello! Welcome to my blog. Whatever I post here are just some of the things I feel, like and wish. I hope you don't mind but I'm a big fan of Tokio Hotel so you WILL see posts of them here. :)


My life mainly evolves around ANIME STUFF-TOKIO HOTEL-SCHOOL STUFF-INTERNET-HOME. And yeah, my blog will have things related to these. You've been WARNED! God Bless and Take Care always!

P.S I love seeing two men together so.. yeah.. THAT too.

I only fall in love with moments
those short instances, with
a perfection I could never
really put my finger into.

The instant when the skin at
the sides of your eyes form creases that
look like crow’s feet when you smile

The curl of your lashes when you look
at the mirror and blink embarrassed
at me looking at you.

The pitter patter of eyelids
when you think about something.

The sinews of your clenched hand
when you are too angry to scold me.

The shape of your craned neck when
you look up at the sky.

The way you try so hard to get
close by just making sure our shoulders

Subtle gestures that mean more than how
meagre they are and how held back.
I love them to bits. More than anything else.
More than any thing in this world.

I only fall in love with moments
little things. Hushed instances that most
people don’t really notice.

The way your eye colour gets vibrant when
stricken by patches of light.

The way you cup your face when
you start to get bored and start day dreaming

The way you hold your book when
you read.

The way your face stiffens when you
get defensive at something.

I only Fall In Love with Moments by A.A.
She reads a lot of books. Good things, books.
Thorne Smith (via observando)

for a system, rather than functioning perfectly, it’s more important that people continue to believe that it is perfect.

(via positivelysinister)

manga meme: nine quotes (2/9)
↳ “Happiness. If such a thing called happiness exists in this world, it should be something which resembles the limitless nothingness. Nihility is having nothing, and having nothing to lose. If that isn’t “happiness”, then what is? The things reflected in my eyes have no meaning. The things that could not be reflected in my eyes, do not exist. There is nothing in you and me.” ― Ulquiorra Cifer

(via positivelysinister)

The Meeting. 

Had this image in my mind for the last few days and I just had to draw it. I have a pen tablet but I’m lazy to use it so back with the good all traditional media. This took me hours, that’s how slow I am when it comes to drawing, I don’t even know why. When I looked at the clock, that when I realised I had been drawing for almost two straight hours (for the sketch). I’m actually fast when it comes to darkening the lines on my drawing, but I’m slow when it comes to inking and colouring traditionally. Due to lack of skill. 

I have a pen tablet so I was having trouble whether to do a digital version or  not (before I started inking). But I’m lazy so I decided to go back with the good all traditional media since I’m not really good with it yet. Maybe I’ll try making a digital version of this for full effect. It’s kinda fancy when I imagined it. You know with those bright ball room colours and all and the blur effect with regards to the other guest so that the focus would be on Yuuma and Shuu alone. But I doubt I’ll be able to perfect it since I’m not yet  very good at colouring, I need more practice. Plus with my speed, it would probably take me more a day to actually finish the thing. -.- Sad. 




i think ppl should draw smooches more because basically if you can draw a heart you can draw a KISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

i mean these are simple smooch poses but… they are so fun 2 do *_*




(via anatomicalart)

I’ve forgotten most of what I’ve read and, frankly, it never seemed very important to me or to the world.
Leonard Cohen, Beautiful Losers (via observando)
Roadtrip to Boracay. :)